[That wasn't the right wording for it. The doctor is nervous, of course he is, anyone would be with Black Hat circling them suspiciously, but there's still a distinct difference to his reaction now compared to how he might have taken the news as a new Ryslig arrival. He would be panicking; afraid he is to be fired for being so late; being so behind on schedule. Flug can't explain it, but there's a certainty there now, a more measured calmness keeping him from going to pieces as the countless horrors he has witnessed in his life before Ryslig continues to resurface bit by bit.]
"More like they.. They dumped a whole ton of new memories on top. I was human, it was like I always came from Ryslig but even then I knew. I-it didn't feel right."
[Like they were always warned someone might believe if they died enough times here.]
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"Erased? No.."
[That wasn't the right wording for it. The doctor is nervous, of course he is, anyone would be with Black Hat circling them suspiciously, but there's still a distinct difference to his reaction now compared to how he might have taken the news as a new Ryslig arrival. He would be panicking; afraid he is to be fired for being so late; being so behind on schedule. Flug can't explain it, but there's a certainty there now, a more measured calmness keeping him from going to pieces as the countless horrors he has witnessed in his life before Ryslig continues to resurface bit by bit.]
"More like they.. They dumped a whole ton of new memories on top. I was human, it was like I always came from Ryslig but even then I knew. I-it didn't feel right."
[Like they were always warned someone might believe if they died enough times here.]
"That wasn't who I was supposed to be."